When she was twelve years old, Maeve Donnelly was bitten by a shark in the waters outside her Florida home. While this trauma would have left many fearful of sharks for the rest of their lives, the exact opposite was true: Maeve became obsessed with sharks. She made learning about them one of her greatest passions as a child and, as an adult, made protecting and studying them her life’s work.
Maeve’s other great passion was her first and only love, Daniel. Their love began when they were teens on their island home and continued until, in their early twenties, Maeve chose to move to Fiji to study sharks rather than stay with Daniel. Her choice and her absence led Daniel to have an affair that resulted in a baby daughter. That betrayal was too great for Maeve to forgive, she left Daniel and dedicated the next several years to shark research around the world. She channeled her grief and sadness into ground-breaking work; she kept her heart closed to all but her sharks.
“I’d been an island of my own making.” 78
When Maeve returns home to a job on her beloved Palermo Island after years away, she is shocked to find that Daniel and his daughter, Hazel, have moved back after Hazel’s mother’s sudden death. Outraged that he would invade her home and horrified that she would have to face — daily — him and his daughter, the little girl she could not help but feel should have been theirs; Maeve is determined to keep her distance.
But that proves to be much harder than she ever imagined. The island is small and her life and Daniel’s seemed destined to intersect. Soon, being so near to the man she had loved so deeply for so long, begins to weaken her resolve to keep him out of her life. In the end, it is Hazel and her open-heart and her curiosity for the ocean — so like Maeve’s when she was a girl — who breaks down Maeve’s walls. She “slips right over the falls” and back into Daniel’s arms.
“What we were doing was miraculous, as if we’d lost our way back then, had been blown wildly off course, and were finally rescuing ourselves, rescuing our life together.” 126
As she returns to her home, her work at a local marine conservancy, and to Daniel; Maeve begins to settle into a pattern that she cannot help but feels like coming home, the life that would have been if not for Daniel’s betrayal seven years previously. However, there are flaws in this “perfect” new life and, despite her best efforts, they begin to wear on Maeve. Daniel is perplexed by vigilant defense of the local marine life, hurt when it takes up her time, and he is out-right jealous at her plans to travel to Africa for further research.
The more these problems grow, the harder it is for Maeve to ignore the feeling that she is playing house, pretending to be Hazel’s mother and continuing her love affair with Daniel as if his betrayal had never happened. In order to preserve the illusion of perfection, Maeve fear she may have to change her life to suit theirs.
Maeve begins to worry that her relationship with Daniel is a “ghost” that she has been trying to “resurrect,” all the while ignoring that truth that he intends her to give up her hopes for her future — travel, research, work — to fit better into his visions of the future.
“I’d lived with the ghost of him. I’d made a nightly pastime of remembering and imagining him. Resurrecting what used to be. I’d circled back to the place where he’d been severed from my life, trying to graft him back on. What I loved was the memory of him, the hope of him. I loved a Daniel that I’d created, one that didn’t really exist except inside of me.” 256