“To be a writer is to be a life thief. Every day, I rob myself blind.”
Liza Cole is suspense novelist whose career has been on the decline for years; her first book was a run-away best-seller, but her subsequent books have flopped. She needs another successful book launch if there is any hope of keeping her publishing contract alive. The only problem is that her personal life is in disarray: she is undergoing a experimental fertility treatment that leaves her constantly ill, with debilitating migraines, and memory lapses. Further complicating the situation, her husband’s best friend is missing and presumed dead and her husband is falling apart from the stress of the disappearance.
Faced with the end of her career, Liza buckles down and starts a new novel. Her book focuses on a young Manhattan couple, Beth and Jake, new parents adjusting to life with their infant daughter. Beth’s normally engaged husband has begun pulling back, working long hours, and has grown intensely defensive about his activities and appointments. Beth suspects an affair but is terrified to confront Jake: what if he is cheating? Would she have to suffer a divorce and single-motherhood before her daughter was even two months old?
Beth grows clingy and desperate for signs that her husband has remained faithful, and her actions anger Jake and lead him to have her seek psychiatric care for post-partum depression. But her medical treatment does not calm Beth’s fears, but rather spur her on to find out the truth.
Liza’s struggle to write Beth’s story quickly vanishes, suddenly she can cannot stop the story from coming to her. She spends hours and hours writing as Beth, deeply steeped in Beth’s search to uncover her husbands secrets. But soon, Liza’s mind begins to blur her life and Beth’s; and Liza starts to find her own husband’s actions suspicious: is there something to it or is she spending too much time as Beth?
“The faithful often find themselves blindsided. They don’t suspect anything because they can’t imagine doing something so awful themselves.”
In the fictional story, Beth grows wild when she uncovers her husband’s affair and sees him with his lover. In real life, Liza grows more and more doubting of everything her husband tells her. Both women are accused of being over-emotional from hormones, both women have husbands who are acting cold and irrational, but only one of the women is facing a growing rage so strong it might lead to murder…or are they both?