Ian Paine has fought mightily his entire life to achieve the normalcy he has craved since childhood. In the opening chapters of the book, readers find Ian successful and somewhat of a celebrity among the fans of his graphic novels. Behind the tidy facade he shows the world — a New York hipster and creative genius — is a man struggling with addiction, rage, and mental instability.
After a childhood trauma tore his family apart, Ian was left a desperately lonely boy: mother gone, father remote and largely absent, and not one single friend to rely on. Lost and confused, he wanders into the woods and stumbles across a girl living on the fringes of The Hollows. Priss does not care about Ian’s terrible family history, his obesity, his strangeness, nor his lack of friends. She become his best, and only, friend.
Inside Priss, however, there is a dark streak, an anger at the world that often shows up in unexpected ways. Ian — weak, cowardly, downtrodden — draws strength from the fiery rage that often motivates Priss to act out, take risks, and defend herself. Soon, he is letting Priss stand up to fight off his tormentors too. He learns too late that Priss cannot control her outbursts and more often than not allows her acts of defense to become violent.
As they grow up, Priss begins to exert more and more control over Ian’s life. She tempts him with alcohol, drugs, sex and he welcomes the blissful relief from anxiety and sadness that those vices bring him. Yet, as he enters his twenties, Ian begins to pull away from Priss and get his life in order. He builds a career as a graphic novelist, gets fit, and tries to limit the drinking binges and drugged out evenings Priss often suggests.
When Ian meets and falls in love with Megan, he is dizzy with relief that a normal gorgeous woman wants Fatboy, the unloveable, ugly duckling Ian fears is always lurking inside , waiting to ruin his life. Almost immediately Priss’s anger and jealous cause trouble. She starts with small pranks and modest manipulations, trying to tempt Ian away from Megan. When he resists, she becomes more and more unstable.
Ian, in an attempt to deal with the pressures of work, love, and Priss, begins to rely more and more on old vices to ease his anxieties. This only puts more strain on his relationships and beings to make Megan doubt that he is a reliable enough man to love. The harder he works at making Megan happy, the more furious Priss grows. Soon is not only his life that Priss is intent to ruin, but Megan’s as well.
A twisty story that does not come into focus until the very end, Crazy Love You was wonderful and spell-binding.